gone again...she was back for a day and i felt so good, and now she is gone. what can ya do right? realize that it is all for a reason? that there is some grand scheme out there? hope that there is? who knows, you just gotta keep pushing on; keep on working. and to tell you the truth, i am okay with all of it. at first i felt abandoned and betrayed. how dare she leave me for someone else? wasn't our friendship special enough? but, as she told me once, if you truly love someone, you want what is best for them, even if it means sacrificing yourself. and its not as if she is gone forever, she is still there, but someone else has filled the space she needed to have occupied. i should be happy about that. and sooo......i'm smiling.
also...the dog is pregnant, didn't see THAT coming?! i am excited though, as she is a frickin' awesome dog, as is the father. AND both are border collies so we will have a whole flock ofhyper dogs! weee!!! in fact, at this very moment she is sitting on my shoulders (a hard feat to accomplish, as she is not a small dog) and licking the back of my head. and i, of course, and laughing my ass off.
Why is it that i only blog when i have something heavy weighing on me? people are gonna think i'm crazy......
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