Wow, so i finally said what i had to say. i had tried to tell her before, but i think she had blocked me email and phone number. how pathetic. what is something had happened to my parents, who she said she loved so much. how would she ever know. a fucking pathetic cunt.
She read my last blog, of course she knew it was about her, but honestly, if she was, as she says, completely in the dark, how WOULD she have known. must have a guilty conscience. not a large surprise.
She tried to get into my head again, make me doubt myself, just as she did in every argument we've ever had. Always my fault, because of course she is so much smarter than I am. Than everyone apparently. She tried to use my battle with depression (which i am fucking winning!!!!) to get into me and make me hurt. how dare she! But all THAT did was show me what she really was. I wish i could just get over the whole thing, just cut it out of my life, but i can't. unfortunately, she WAS a large part of my life and she made an impact. And i guess i did learn from her. Big ol' fuckin lesson.
I wonder how many people she is hurting where she lives now. I wish i could contact them and let them know, but i think it is a lesson that they, too, have to learn. What a trail of saddness and anger she left. the trail just stretches farther now. she must be truly unhappy.
If only she knew what was coming to her. she'll find out soon enough. karma is a bitch, she taught me that one.
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